I talk to mom a year ago!!!

Last night marked a year since I talk to my mom during my Birthday. Earlier in the morning Oct 12, 2013, she wakes up but couldn't talk and she passed away. But my mom left me a Gift of voice message. Though, there are a lot of people talking in the background, but still I can here her. Mom! I thought I am studying for you so you can ride with me in my car? So, I can take care of you? Mom! You told me to study hard, I thought when I come back to South Sudan, I am going to give you a big hug and tell you: I am proud of you, thank you for raising up to be who Am I today!!!!! I love you mom and thank you for your voice message to me. We will meet one day and worship Jesus together!!!  


But when I come to South Sudan one day, I will miss to see my mom, talk to her, laugh with her, pray with her in the morning and evening, eat with her, and go to Church with her.  All I am going to see is her grave. I love you MOM!!! 

Analysis, this is alot in this sort note. I will review this after 10 years God willing…...

To build a nation is like carrying  the sin of all the nations.  One need to deny him/her self, have trust, passion, in order to leave a mark on the rock.  To build yourseelf in like you step on the road to hell. Let's play the life Game.  If I'm to ask my dad, Ya Dad! is world all about playing game? I guess dad would reply, SON, I have already told you, if you won'to, I will say it again……….! I will reply dad don't say it again…..I know it!!!!! I tell you what dad, Game theory is too funny, but it works for the police to catch the crimals.  Dad uuuwhi SON!  If you're not in the game the you're not playing a game! If you're not part of problem then you will not solve the problem!!!  Enough for dad!!!   But Son, Trust in the Lord!!!! Amen Have lovely Sunday evening folks.

Encouragement

" Never borrow sorrow from tomorrow" ( Helen Steiner Rice). We will get through this, by the Grace of God and by seeking HIS precious face!!!  Do you ask this question? I do ask myself all a lot.  Why  Am I doing what I am doing?  Or why I am doing this and that?  My answer will be, may be that is your call.  I am happy because God called to me serve others.  Its not easy to be a servant, but we will learn to serve other then others to serve us.  Posting this from work.