Oct 11 Birthday is the sadest birthday in mylife.

During my Birthday, I called my mom to honor her for what God did through her to me. Its sad, my mom was sick.... She cannot talk to me because she is not feeling ok. I just talk to my sister that she is admitted in the hospital right now. Please pray for my mom. This is first time since I was born to hear my mom get admitted in the hospital. God, heal my mom!!!

This is my happy week and sad week.  Only God knows. He ill glorify Him self in my mom's sickness because He rise up the dead into the life.  My mama is in coma right now and can’t talk or hear any one.  I am looking at the cross for mam’s healing. I want to see my mama when  return home. God hear my pray      

  

True Friend.

A tru friend stick with you forever, but some left.  You cannot be on my boat without depending on Jesus. Many tried, but they quit. But the one still with me today are my true family& friends. 

I Brick at a time.

Hello my blog readers, it's time for us to raise funds for buying bricks for building school.  We cannot do without you.  Your contribution will make a great change in South Sudanese lives.   

I would like to tell you a short story of the Sudan.  The British recolonized Sudan in 1898.  After the battle of Omdurman in 1898 to 1899, the British government and Anglo-Egyptian signed a condominium agreement to restore Egyptian authority in Sudan.   At that time, the British had the super authority to approve any decision concerning Sudan rather than the Egyptians.  Although, the condominium agreement was signed between Britain and Egypt, in controlling Sudan under Egypt, the British had the responsibility in governing the territory in place of the Egyptian government.

During the period of Anglo-Egyptian condominium, the British government wanted to develop Sudan by using European technology with the Sudanese undeveloped economy, change their authoritarian institutions, and makes them follow the liberal English traditions.  However, the British stated that the southern Sudanese provinces were isolated, undeveloped, and had many tribal conflicts in addition to the slave trade was going on in the South.  The British concluded that the South was not ready for exposure to the modernization.  I will tell British government that South Sudan is ready to be exposure to the modernization.

As a result, we Southern remained isolated from the rest of the modern world.  Over 50 years of living in the Civil War, discrimination, persecutions, hatred, humiliation, and many others.  According to the UN over 2 million people died in 22 years of civil war.  Many of South Sudanese were born in the War, grew old in the war, and died in the war.  People are just getting out of war wound.      

Many South Sudanese people do not have opportunities to go to school.   People of South Sudan are hungry for Education.  As Nelson Mandela portrayed that "Education is the most powerful weapon.”  The Word of God said, “My people are destroyed from lack of knowledge” (Hosea 4:6).  South Sudanese need education.

Due to lack of education, girls were seen as wealth or property in the house.  They grew to get married and family of the girl expect a lot of dowry to be paid in order to let their daughter go to with her husband.  Many young girls died during the childbirth, because they were not ready to have a baby. 

Glory to God for the new country of the Republic of South Sudan; now its time our people to study first, and then marriage will come later.  You can be part of great change for the South Sudanese Christian.  You can go and encourage, teach, and pray with them. God bless you.  

Hallelujah to the King of Kings.

I WANT TO TESTIFY TO THE WORLD THAT: My God is AWESOME God. He is the SAVOIR of the whole world. He is the GIVER of SALAVATION. WITH/BY His stripes/wounds I am HEALED (Isaiah 53:5). MY GOD is AWESOME. Today I am FORGIVEN. His GRACE is why I am living. Praise His HOLY name. He can move the MOUNTAIN before me. He is ALMIGHTY. He is a DELIVERER. He is a PROVIDER. He is a REDEEMER. He is a PROTECTOR. He is a COMFORTER. He is a ROCK. He is KING or KINGS. He is a CONSOLER. He is HOLY GOD. HE IS GREATER. His name is JESUS CHRIST.  GLORY TO GOD. GLORY TO JESUS.  Let His Children say,  Amen and Amen

Memories of War.

I wish I had a delete button in my life to delete my past memories and feelings.  You cannot control some thoughts from your brain, but you can control things before it enter in your brain or long-term memory.  The experience I had in my life as great influence in my life.  Being born in the war and grow in the war is not fun.  But to know God as your creator, redeemer, provider, is the key of every solution for the all problems in this world.   

However, when I see when I come from, I see Gods great Love, Grace, and Mercy for me.  He is always with me.  He never leaves me alone.  He takes care of my life.  He opens the way for me. He answers me when I call upon His Almighty name.  He provides family, friends, moms, dads, brothers, and sisters wherever I go.  I can not imagine what God is doing in my life.  Indeed God is love.  If you live in love,  God lives in you.   He is close to me even yesterday, today, and now, He is here.  He knows what I am doing.  He has forgiven me for all of my sins and He has adopted me.  I am Gods family.  I am friend of God.  He knows where I am going.   The destine of my life has been set by God not me or you.  Devil you're a Failure.  God know about me and God has Great purpose for my life.  I long to see Jesus one day.  Oh Lord Jesus, help me to live for you.  Glorify Yourself in my life.  I love Jesus.  Amen. 

One Day.

One day, that baby is going to be born. 
One day, that baby is going to walk. 
One day, that baby is going to grow.
One day, that baby is going be a blessing. 
One day, that baby is going to call Dr........! 
One day, that baby is going to marry that beautiful lady.
One day, that baby is going to be happy. One day baby!
To God be the Glory. I like this song.